As a controversial individual, I have learned to develop the courage of being disliked. If you don't like me, I may not like you either. I have a clear understanding of human nature that I may not be that important for people, so that I won't get hurt this way by not considering myself important and thinking "I'm just a minor" for others.
Sometimes I may be kind to you by being reliable and investing full energy to get things done, which is usually my way of dealing with things, just for the sake of my loved ones and those who have done me big favours. Otherwise I may never be nice to you. "Just trying to be nice" is not my style of being human. Whatever I do never includes any unreal politeness.
Anyone who decides to work with me in doing something, you can feel free to choose not to, instead of leaving me embarrassment after, otherwise it's not fair for me. In this case I would work on my own. I'm still able to make it without you as I'm the main source of the contribution. I'm in charge of fighting for my fairness!
If you think I'm a wicked woman involved in black magic and hate me, you can choose not to accept my so-called kindness, instead of pretending not to know me. If you treat me like a virus and avoid me after accepting everything happily, it is a significant insult for me with a lack of respect.
You'd better simply tell me that you don't need it, if I ever know, I will never force it on you with my one-sided wishful thinking. If you don't want anything to do with me, I can feel it with my psychic power anyways. No matter if you like or dislike me, at least have some basic manners and respect. Develop some empathy and emotional intelligence, learn to love people first, then people will love you in return.
