Just thinking of a question that my violin maker used to ask me: "Do you get jealous?" The answer is yes. We all get jealous. It is just one of the basic human emotions, no matter positive or negative. Never getting jealous is a lie. Thus I don't need to hide my jealousy.
The feeling of jealousy could always appear in my mind, because people only think of me when they have problems, otherwise they'd never think of me while they are enjoying. I know very well that they all enjoy a lot with each other. Well this is what I do as a witch, people come to me to solve problems. Also people who are not as intelligent and competent as I am seem to live happier, which makes me dissatisfied.
According to my experience, jealousy can be turned positive into motivation. I'd always like to challenge myself to solve new matters. I have the belief that there's nothing I can't handle. While those people are enjoying, I take this time to empower myself and become a better person than I used to be.
